10 June 2006
~ 6/10/2006 11:43:00 PM ~
just so you know
I moved to a new blog since June 1st. Just tag if you happen to come across my *new* blog.
I might as well keep it private. *sigh*
So I guess this means goodbye.
-xxx
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25 April 2006
~ 4/25/2006 07:22:00 PM ~
practicum... here i come
I've been out for two weeks, and thank God I'm able to update this blog now.
So much had happened. I just can't describe this thing I'm feeling right now.
The trip to Bora last week was a whole lotta fun. We were almost partying at night, and had ourselves relax in the afternoon. I had a tan, and it makes me feel a lot better. Sometimes I wish I had a darker complexion. I'm just too fair as you can see. Hah... But then I just have to be satisfied with what I have. Heh.
I'm not exactly happy to post this specific experience from Boracay. It just makes me feel so stupid that I totally lost my inhibitions the first night we were in Boracay that I ended up having a hang-over the next day just because of the very "encouraging" words/incantations from my sister (you happy now, punk?).
I got drunk during our first night there. And it was indeed my first time to get drunk. My sister led me to it. No no no... Don't be misled. I'm not alcoholic. We were just having fun at Pier One, my sister kept on telling me to drink. Paminsan-minsan lang naman eh... Gahd... I didn't exactly know what happened, but then all I know is that I ended up throwing-up in our room and then crashed at the break of dawn. In the afternoon, my head was aching madly that I couldn't get up from the bed. It was pathetic. It's a good thing Sam's there for me.
Ahk... Forget that stupid experience...
Lately I haven't been thinking. Somehow so much has been going on with my life, I haven't had the chance to just stop and think things over, meditate, look around and smell the roses.
I got that chance yesterday afternoon, while I waited for my sister to pick me up after classes. She was late, as usual. I found myself just thinking, thinking hard, thinking about shallow stuff, thinking, thinking, thinking.
And somehow it was just sooo... enlightening, refreshing, rewarding. I miss thinking. Time just flows so fast that I couldn't keep track of everything. Gahd...
"Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop and look around once in awhile, you could miss it." --Ferris Bueller's Day Off
My summer class started yesterday. We're having a practicum for clinical psychology. And I have to admit that after that freakin' lecture yesterday, I think that I have to pass blogging and chatting for now. I just have to adjust with the crazy things around me and then hopefully, I can blog about a lot of things again.
I'm going to be a senior, in fact, I am already a senior. I'm just not sure about what after college may bring. See, I've got no plans... Well before, I had some but I totally trashed it since I thought it was kind of stupid... Rubbish...
In a medical school? Corporate? A guidance counselor? hah... Will I meet up with a bunch of psychos after this? Gahd... This is freaking me out.
Well, hmmm... So for now, bye.
-xxxxxx-
~ 4/25/2006 07:08:00 PM ~
another survey?
My friend Bambie sent me this last week. I had decided to post this and share my thoughts with you.
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.(hohum...)
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces
.[ ] I wear glasses/need them.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 afe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have (had) piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.(where would all the hard work go?)
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school.
Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something (now don't ask)
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public
Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[x] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've been an abuse victim.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.(the best game)
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I've crashed a car.(technically... i was the "cause" of that crash)
[ ] I've been skiing (boarding!)
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I've had someone cheat on me.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.(gahd)
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I love to flirt.(but it depends)
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.
Honesty/Crime
[ ] I am a terrible liar
.[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've shoplifted.
Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol
[ ] I regularly drink.
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[x] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I'm a stoner.
[ ] I've snorted cocaine.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic/have been.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self-harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.
[ ] I see/have seen a therapist.
Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.(planned, actually)
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[x] I own a designer purse, costing over $100
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.[x]
I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from American Eagle.
Political/Social Attitudes
[ ] In general, I don't like people.
[ ] I'm a feminist.
[x] I'm outgoing.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I'm Democratic.
[ ] I'm Republican.
[x] I'm liberal.
[x] I don't like Bush because he is dumb.
[x] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[ ] I am for Bush.
[ ] I'm religious.
[x] I dress fairly modestly.
[ ] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."
Random
[x] I can sing well.(not professionally... but im in tune.)
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cellphone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[x] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[x] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.(significant ones)
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are totally honest
I honestly enjoyed answering this survey...
-xxxxxx-
11 April 2006
~ 4/11/2006 10:20:00 PM ~
it's holy week
It is indeed, holy week. And because of it, I'm giving up being online everyday... Most probably until Easter Sunday.
So, hmm...
Ok... Bye.
-xxxxxx-
~ 4/11/2006 10:20:00 PM ~
it's holy week
And because of it, I'm giving up being online everyday... Most probably until Easter Sunday.
So, hmm...
Ok... Bye.
-xxxxxx-
